Abandoned

It’s said that a poem is never finished, only abandoned. This could apply to any creation, of course, but it’s said a lot with poetry because tiny revisions matter so much it’s hard to stop doing them. As I prepare to pronounce Poppytown ready for publication (in the midst of the mental health crises happening in my family, and yes, I’m clinging to my writing projects when I can as a way to keep centered) this saying is right on target.

Poppytown, my poetry compilation about the opioid epidemic, is a true labor of love years in the making. Calling it done really does feel like abandonment. And I question my decisions…am I stopping too soon? Could it be better, or much better, if I spent another month or year on it? Am I being influenced by my desire to have the pleasant feelings that come from having a new book?

Perfectionism is almost always my enemy. But I do want to make sure impatience and eagerness to have more energy for my next projects aren’t the only things driving me. I want to make sure, as much as possible, that finishing the book benefits it and my life more than continuing with it would.

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